Sunday, July 18, 2010
ytd was a damn bad day....
1st got woken by the maid early in the morning...
luckily i managed to go back to slp...
9 plus got woken up by my little nephew who
was shouting... so i got up and played wif him...
went to work... this gal gib me attitude sia...
like wth... plz la i curious only tts why i ask
questions... you dun expect me to write
everything down...
if you say i ask then you dunno then take the
initiative to ask la... its not like wat i asked
got anything to do wif our work...
ITS JUST OUT OF CURIOSITY!!!!
then break time ho seh...go alone again...
totally forgot tt X on duty.... sian...
whole day du lan until headache like mad
sia... totally didnt have the mood for anything
else!!!
11:55 AM
Saturday, July 17, 2010
went to meet baby in the morning before work...
spent the time lying on bed and talking to each
other....
then baby cooked lunch for me b4 i went to
work....
although its nothing much, but i enjoyed every
moment being together...
this few days baby has been laughing alot when
tgt wif me....
and i love seeing my baby laugh...
1:29 AM
Thursday, July 15, 2010
i made a bad move the other day...
i met someone whom i tot i could try being
in a rs with... boz he would have more time
for me...
so i told baby tt i wanted to break up...
we got into a really big argument...
and i said some things which really hurt
my baby...
i didnt expect tt it would hurt him so much...
i always tot tt i was nothing to him...
but tt day he told me he realized i meant
much more to him than wat he had tot...
and tt he didnt wan to gib up on this rs...
it was really sweet... but i'm not sure if its
the truth or just something to keep me by
his side...
but i didnt wan to gib up as well so i decided
that i will do my best to make this rs work!
by april next yr, if everything still does not
work out we would end our rs....
and i promised not to contact the other guy
as well....
the next day, baby took some time off to
come and find me...
however, baby found out tt i broke my
promise to him...
i could see tt baby was very disappointed
wif me... luckily we were able to solve things
quickly...
tt night baby met me... sat at my blk awhile..
things were going really great... haven felt
this happy with baby for a long time...
but baby found out some things and had a
heated argument with the other guy...
when baby was toking on the phone wif
the other guy, i could see his hands shaking...
i've nv seen anyone this angry...
he became really really scary...
but every time after baby got angry and
shouted at me, he would apologize for being
so fierce and would gib me a big hug to make
sure i'm ok...
baby knew tt i wanted to leave him becoz
he couldnt spend time wif me and i didnt
like being alone all the time. so he took
so much time off to spend wif me tt day.
and yet i hurt him twice in one day...
the next few days baby really sms-ed
me everyday... and we spent time tgt when
we could...
tonight... baby took me out for dinner coz
i'm off.... we had a great time tgt... baby made
me laugh and i made baby laugh the whole
nite... although its just dinner, but it meant
a lot to me...
i hope baby will continue to treat me like this
all the way...
11:43 PM
Friday, July 9, 2010
like hello... wtf is this man...
someone who started out as a really nice and
hardworking gal, has become arrogant
and fucked up.....
fucking boss me around while she just stand
at the side doing nothing...
she totally dunno tt i was asked to watch her
performance lor...
totally become like tt ex bitch...
this must totally be some full timer syndrome!
thankfully the chinese full timer are not like tt...
work here so long liao still dunno wat to do...
new fish come in of coz is monitor first la...
where got straight start operations de...
yes, although is X say start... but the
specialist are the ones who give the green
light to start and not X...
dun even noe how to check properly
first then do...
9:38 AM
Sunday, June 20, 2010
i wan my future hubby to be
sweet
romantic
loving
faithful
caring
thoughtful
understanding
always there for me
better if he can support me...
too lazy to work...
and i promise to be faithful forever!!!!
looking for my future hubby le...
must get married by the age of 23...
and have a baby!!!!
9:15 PM
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
in a damn fucked up mood right now....
我不想继续，但我舍不得离开他
falling for him so deeply...
wan him to be mine so badly...
but i noe he will leave me in the end...
love her more than me...
happier being wif her than me...
so why should we continue being tgt...
still say i nv treat him as bf...
look tt all the things i have done....
everything he say i folo just to make him
happy....
i did it even if tt is not the real me...
the 1st person i always tink of is him....
and yet i'm left alone...
everyday tinking about his future wif out
me in it.... it just hurts so badly...
yes...i'm happy when he is by my side...
but in the pass 2 months, how many times
was tt?
i'm left alone crying...most of the time...
i wan something... he ask me to wait till
next month and yet he can buy things
for himself and his bro...
promised me he would at least drop me
a msg...
i knew he could so i waited but not one
came...
i really dunno why i'm waiting for a future
that will nv come....
i'm really tired...
just going to numb myself and slp...
2:46 PM
Thursday, June 3, 2010
seriously that bitch is damn fucked up la....
complain about so many things which are not
true lor...
go break for half an hr?! fuck la...
i go break wif the others, X will
time them de lor....
so how is it possible for me to go for a half hr
break...
and plz lor sometimes 1st break i only for only
10mins lor...
and 2nd break dun even go lor....
then say wat i gib her a face at work...
fuck you la... work is work lor i dun mix
personal feelings when working...
not like you, you fucking mother fucker...
Z tell me everything about fish spa...
you feel hurted... then?! fucking pick on me
for wat sia...
go fuck Z la... cb... dun dare right...
fucking loser....
really sia if got gun i swear i will fucking shoot
ur useless brain out man...
fucking see only then anyhow assume...
plz la Z nv tell me anything about the spa,
everything Z tell you ok bitch...
say so many fucking untrue things of coz will
du lan la... then tok back kena said got attitude
problem... plz la ytd i alrdy restrain liao lor...
cb... fucking hell should have just totally fuck
her off ytd....
oh ya also complain that i no expression when
she tell me hit target....
seriously are you like fucking retarded or wat...
like this also can complain...
like eat liao nothing better to do sia...
i no expression your business ah...
tell me sales how much then i must happy for
wat?
W say is this is that... so tok so much got fucking
use meh...
so i shut up la...
then ltr ask me i bu fu ah!
.
.
.
YES I FUCKING BU FU.....
everything she said is not true how to fu...
then W also gt ur conclusion liao then tok
so much for wat....
and dun come and fucking tell me that when
tt fucking bitch say
"this is my shop wat... timer ringing liao go up la"
i got her meaning wrong and she dun mean it tt
way lor... plz lor even say until here she also
keep quiet....
hello...its like fucking obvious alrdy...
ur shop wat everything gib you do la...wrong meh
anyway the only thing you are best at is cleaning
wat....
omfg... totally cant believe she graduated from
NP.... like huh?!
isnt tt like the 2nd best poly in spore?!
SOP also dunno how to do
do a mini project for spa items also dunno
how to do...
erm... so wat can you fucking do?
rite.... other than hse work... grow fat!!!
got this type of fucked up people around tts y
i will vomit blood sia...
9:32 AM
